washed away

U help wash away these feelings Ive had for U. Now I feel anger towards U for playin with my feelings....  I knew it was love n I didnt know how to stop. Now today I know its all faded away

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so confused

So I thought everything was gonna be ok. But I saw for myself that it isnt.Its better to be alone then left waitin, Im too fine to accept anything.

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My Heart

Its telling me Im right but in my mind Im uncertain. I dont want to be the one for now but forever! How can u make that promise to me?! I feel things in my heart that i didnt think were possible but u lead me to believe this is for me. I am only human when I presume it wont work but whole heartedly I'm in it for keeps. The day u said u wanted this I felt it thru my body.  that was the confirmation for me to stay with you. I dont want this feeling to vacate me but I do expect the unexpected n if the day shall come when we must part I will forever feel the sorrow of losing you. It may be too soon but I wouldnt ever want this love affair to end.

Releived

Today was a good day regardless you always do what you do. But today was also the last day for you. Im happy but not complete you forced my actions & I responded the way I needed. I hope soon enough I can live life peacefully the way I want it to be.

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Daddy

The day you left me I knew Id never be able to hear yoyr voice again but days like today. I wish you were just to tell me that everything will be ok. I know where you are and that your with me when I need you the most. But not having my 1 & only Protector to help me when I need you is the worst feeling any lil girl should ever face. Missing you with every waking moment. Wat I would do to feel your embrace. I thank you for making me fearless. My biggest fear was losing you and your gone. So I must face the world couragiously, but death would be the sweetest gift. To meet my maker and be reunited with those special people no longer among the living. R.I.P PAPI, PAPA, TIO, TITI ELEANA, TITI JOLIE, MADRINA, AWUELO. UN DIA NOS ENCONTRAMOS DENUEVO, TE TIERO MUCHO MI FAMILIA EN LOS SIELOS QUE NOS VEAN CUANDO NADIEN PUEDE. QUE SIEGE A PROTEJERNOS!!! :-)

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Casualties of life

Sum learn to adapt while others subcome to their environments. Its one's decision to remain at a standstill or move forward to prosper. I have envisioned an enriched life. And am setting ground to become wealthier. I've been lead on by promises that have not been fulfilled. In so many years I've been confused as to how to respond to the (?) Of my life. Today I was able to verbalize my plans. I have to get things in motion becuz no one will make me a millionaire, but myself. #thankstothemanypplthatbelieveinme

My future

Today embarks the beginning of change. I will no longer allow myself to be held captive to this impoverishing world. I will stand tall against all obstacles and overcome with knowledge and wealth. I've always been destined for greatness now watch me flourish. All these years have prepared me for the next steps in life. No one will hold me back from accomplishing my dreams.